Last Day of Work...
Today's my last day of work. Most of the holidays have been spent on turn-over of documents and files, some last minute meetings and farewells with colleagues on the field, and settling of unsettled accounts and clearances. Now I'm just left with the lonely task of clearing of my desk as well as the issuance of an official announcement to officemates and friends that I'm signing off my email.
It's a lonely feeling.
A lot of the people here have been my friends. I've been with most of them through the best and worst times for over two years. The others I even wished I had the chance to know better. Now present circumstances dictate that I must go. No sense in dwelling on the past mistakes. People should move on so they say. Sadly I'm taking a more lonesome path, one which I won't be expecting my friends to walk with me if not in spirit only. Despite my regrets, they would not be able to put a blemish on the many cherished memories during my tenure there.
Wish I could turn back time on this one. Just a couple of months where things were slightly less complicated.
But that was my yesterday and I can't change that anymore. I must live in the today despite my dread of what it represents. But today is the chance to start fresh.
"This is RRE signing off..."