Uncharacteristic Play...

October 16, 2009

Haven't played up to my expectations this last outing. Got beat bad, and broke my breaking cue in the process. Got some nice shots using the new cue but consistency in my play was elusive. And some things really have a way of gnawing my mind and screw up my focus...

You know what, while at we're on the subject of these gnawing thoughts, I might as well put this one thought to rest with this post:

"For the record, regarding that spur of the moment invite last October 7, I really thought it was a good idea at the time, but it turns out it became an ugly revelation of what has festered in her mind for almost a year now. All the lies that have been spread at my expense, and all the ugly truths about her that I chose not to believe, pretty much came out after that. I hate how she, for the spoiled brat that she is, has manipulated even our friends to take sides, and I pity them for taking hers. At one time I took inspiration at the sight of her, now I have nothing left to say to her. For any attempts I make to set things right would only empower her to live out that little world that she convinces herself to be the truth. She made her bed, then she can sleep with whoever she wants in it."

End of rant.

That being said, I got better things to do than call that a dark road to walk on. Like getting back on track with my billiard game for starters. At least the possibility for that to happen has promise.