Reflecting On What's Transpired Today...

Traffic was bad on the way home. Just came from what felt like the interview from hell. So instead of worrying about it and screw up my concentration, I decided to make a small detour to collect my thoughts.

Venue: Ñubar in Golf City, Ortigas

This place is a newly opened bar by a couple of friends of mine from my previous office. Didn't exactly go there for the beer this night, just a short pitstop from the traffic to clear my head, which was a jumble of thoughts and reenactments of the interview that transpired.

Business was slow on a Monday night though it had signs of picking up later in the evening which I wasn't really planning of getting on. Too much on my mind to party anyways. But the music helped and got me started writing some of my thoughts on a piece of paper while I was calming my nerves over a couple of beers and some garlic mushrooms...

- It was tough. A lot tougher than I anticipated. The guy knows how to read a resume. He tried fishing for my past mistakes and use that to haunt me. Is this a test? Or punishment in some previous life maybe?

- Suddenly I felt so demoralized of the outcome. I guess his method though unconventional was enough to get me thinking if this is what I really want.

Might as well face the music when I call their HR tomorrow to inquire on the next step if there will ever be one. With that out of my chest I guess I can go home now and stay focused on what I have to do tomorrow...